Things have not being going on well for me recently. I'm facing a downturn in my life. 3 years of relationship has ended . Do not ask me why, how and what. I'm tired and devastated thinking about all these questions. I'm just never being understood all these while. I'm being me! I CANNOT conform to the way you want me to be, nor the way society wants me to be! There is NOTHING wrong being myself! Every silence I put up with does not mean I'm in agreement. Does not mean I'm a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. Every silence is a test of my temper. A test of my tolerence to keep the peace going on. And I'm telling you i've had enough of all the nasty things you've said ever since for a long time. I'm amazed that I can take it for such a long time. HUR HUR. You surely proved to have a horrible nasty mouth. I swear that this is going to be the last of all nasty things i've endured from YOU, 'I feel like i've wasted half my life for someone who do not love me' Enough said. I need some justice for myself!