Nostalgia? Depression?

While walking on the streets these few days, I would get easily reminded of the past. The people/person who were once there with me, the things we do, looked at, discussed and the days where we were once so close. Sometimes, they are painful memories where I hated myself for not cherishing you. On the other hand, I am also glad that I did what I've done cux I'm just so unsure of myself. Haiz, I'm starting to live in the memories of the past and imagining things that I shouldn't be thinking of. Ok cut! *Train of thoughts deleted away!* For now, I'll just have to continue living in uncertainty till I see the light at the end of the tunnel. Guess I'll just have to stick to the saying - Let nature takes its course. When its time, its time. If its meant to be, it will be. Till I'm sure of what I want, till I'm sure of myself, I'll just stay still. Stop thinking Yanting!

Anw, this whole month would be a busy one cux I'll be forced to practice the guitar for the upcoming performance at the Mjc guitar night. Its been a long time since I last touch the guitar and play the chords. My fingers are feeling sore now. There are altogether six members of the alumni and all are pro guitar players... that made me feel so lousy there. Don't even know some of the chords, change chords super slow and pluck and strum simply sux. Nonetheless, I'm not going to get all depressed because of that. I shall prove my worth and ability within this one month! Band member 该有的精神！