Sometimes, I think I may feel happier be cooking/baking delicious food for people who appreciates my cooking than the job I'm doing now. It does not have to be cooking/baking. Just things that will make me being appreciated and useful.

I want to feel appreciated for the things I do.
I need to be competent in the things I do.
I need to do the things that I love.
I want to be useful.

Self-esteem isn't on a healthy level now.
Perhaps, I'm really not cut-out for this job.