The Intangibles that make my heart beat.

The Intangibles that make my heart ache.

To my friend,

thank you for being there when I needed it most,

for you brighten up the gloomy skies.

you guided me through your life experiences,

taking me through the maze of life.

you made me love and feel loved,

the way sisters were meant to be.

you taught me the way of life,

a life i wouldn't have dreamed to be.

and so the dreadful day came,

the day i have to say goodbye.

my heart felt like a heavy stone,

and it starts to cry.

i struggled to keep my feelings in,

while tears filled my eyes,

all i wanted to say was

I'll miss you fine.

yet it was just a silent goodbye.

then...

my heart raced

and skipped a beat

for a message that was dear and sweet.

i dreamt of flowers and rainbows that night,

for that's how you light my sky.

flowers bloomed

leaves shed

as we walk on this path call life

like an invisible force

keeping our distance apart

with a hopeful mind

i check my mails

hopeful that you'll have replied.

my heart raced

as my phone beeps

yet my heart aches when it was't you.

perhaps we are all too busy

or perhaps...

just perhaps..

this friendship isn't what i thought it was to be.

many times i wonder

wonder if i'm ever a friend to you.

yet each time i choose to believe,

believe that this friendship is true.

my heart aches whenever i have to find out about you through other people,

my heart aches waking up to find that my emails and msges were not replied.

was it me who gave up our friendship?

did you give up on our friendship?

where are you, my friend?

have I lost you, my friend?

The Intangibles that Make My Heart Beat,

The Intangibles that Make My Heart Ache.