Some event that took place a few days back evoked a surge of anger, unhappiness that I experienced during my r/s. IT WAS really a test on how well I've grown in handling such situations, especially in not allowing my emotions to overrule my mind. There is a strong "tyrant" in me, in situations such as.... 'since I've told you this, then you SHOULD know that, and do that, but why didn't you!' This is when I will get really unhappy and 想不开, which is what I admit as ‘心胸峡宰’ 的人。 I wouldn't know how well I'll be able to control my emotions if not for a friend's sms who said 'smile ah, look pretty...' and an unexpected call which cheered me up. It was ultimately that smile on my face that bridged. A smile goes a long way and I'm thankful for friends who aren't as narrow-minded as me. An open-hearted mind is what I need and a further step in understanding 'when there is a will, there will be a way.'