Where do I go from here?

• Take a short vacation? Solo trip?
• Find job - which type?
• Join community band?
  
• Train for 10km/21km run?
• Go gym?
• Go swim?
  

There are a lot of things I want to do. Yet often I'm always held back by me, myself. My biggest problem is low self confidence, afraid of how people view me. How should I go about it?