Already in the 4th year of undergraduate, its really a time for me to seriously think of which direction to go next. There have a lot of motion in my mind that sometimes I choose not to think of it, escaping from reality. Making decisions has never been so tedious for me until now. Talking to people do not really help because in the end, I get 2 different sets of opinions and they both sound logical and attractive to me. So, what now?!

Decisions to make:

1. Continue with graduate studies or work in industry?
   
2. If continue studies, to go overseas or not? Plus must start looking for scholarship.
   
3. If going to work in industry, which field to go into? Plus must send resume NOW.
   
4. Should I just apply for job first and then decide on what I want? What if they ask me to go for interview at the time where I still do not know what I want? Reject them or just accept?
   

For question 1, I've been talking to people in the lab and they are say getting a masters or phD is very important in this field. I wonder they are said this because they themselves chose to further study or its the truth. The thing I need to do now is to talk to those who are working.

For question 2, although scholarship would cover most money matters, I still have not discuss it with my parents and I have personal barrier to overcome. Plus, I've to look for professors to work with and I dun actually know of any of them overseas.

If I'm not going overseas, it would mean doing my phD in NTU and that, I've to also decide who to work with. Basically there are 2 groups of ppl in the lab now. One group is those who are anti me working in my current lab cux they say base on their experience blaah blah blah... And then there's this other group who likes working in this lab and as such, also encourage me to work there. So, I do not really know what to choose now.

Haiz. These questions are so frustrating. Anyone with any constructive advice, pls do come talk to me!

Anyway, been going school everyday, waking up at 7 am is taking a toll on me. Really really really very tired. Tired until I'm going to start looking for hall to stay. Beg and pester them for a room. Busy busy busy.