Saturday, March 03, 2007

Its Yanting's interesting dreams again! I had a more exciting and scary dream this time round and I indirectly caused someone to die. I'm sorry that I dun remember much details now but, I know I was struggling whether to confess to my crime or just deny. I think I chose the latter. I was trying to 'cheat' myself, telling myself that I'll be safe or rather, I have a chance to escape if I deny everything. If I were to confess, I'll definitely have to be punished. Well well.. what can I say? I guess in critical time like this, its really up to one's courage to be able to face the music. Its really a terrible feeling I tell you! Its the fear that is scary. Fear to face punishment, fear of not being able to escape from the law. So, lesson learnt from my dream, never commit a crime and get myself into that yucky situation!

Anyway, something to be happy about. 老师said the way I play the clarinet, my embouchure has improved and its good! =) Effort finally paid off and now its getting used to it and making it stronger by practising more long notes! Gotta really work on my sight-reading as well!

Another thing is, the thought of my bhss junior who may be able to join me for practices gives me joy and reminds me of the bhsb days where we played 1st together for syf! Hopefully she'll be able to join me!

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