Tired is what I've been for the past few days. Late nights? Not really... Disturbed sleep? Partly. Been waking up halfway through the night for the past few nights and also way before I'm 'supposed' to. I wanna have a long, shiok shiok sleep! =P

I had my driving lesson as usual on tuesday and wohoo! I'm so fortunate to get the instructor I like (for his teaching methods) for both slots. However, the bad thing is that I'm not on form that day. It feels that the car is not in my control. Jerky pick up, stalling/roll back on slope, lousy low speed control blah blah... Adding on to that, my instructor had to constantly remind me to check blindspot, signal, look into the lane I'm turning into, change up gear while turning blah blah... That's like so many things to do! And when I told him that, his reply was 'this is what driving is about'. So true! Since when did people say driving is relaxing? Now, I can understand how tough it is on my father to be on the road the whole day.

Despite the low morale I had, it was also fun with him as coach. A couple of interesting things happened, with me doing silly things and getting back at my own excuse. Haha. Ok ok! The next time I see him, I shall not cause his 心脏 to 差一点掉下来！I also want to improve on my skill very badly and stop making those stupid mistakes! Many times, I'll get very disppointed if I did not manage to clear at least 1.5 lessons per session. Then I'll feel lousy about myself. I wonder if its because I want to be just as good as my brother. Hm... I shall improve!

Anyway, kor called me today and asked if I want to chip in to buy a dog. The dog is S$888 and my father agreed to pay s$200 while I have to pay s$100. Haha.. Well, though both my father and I agreed, I guess kor still has a long way to go, persuading mum to agree to it. However, judging on how kor get things done from past experience, its really hard to predict when I'll see a dog running towards me as it greets me when I return home. Heh. Anyway, my first reaction when kor asked was 'I want to buy a car~~ I dun want dog.' ~~

Anyway, Dr Xing came back to teach biochem! *Thumbs up!*

Its natural to think about the past...so do not be too bothered about it... Really? Haiz, misses come very naturally, without you knowing it. I need my mp3 player, the songs to distract from all these thoughts.

Ok! Things I really want now, to improve, prove that I can do it!