2 more papers to go and the end of sem 1. Can't help but feel super stress because its the 2 paper which I fear most. One that is super important, one which I do not have confidence in.

Had steamboat at Geylang with Audreys, Pw and Ww after physics today. Afterwhich we went to bugis for dessert. I had Papaya with boiled fresh milk. First time I try it and well, not bad. But I think an apporpriate portion would be good enough. The mango with sago is very nice though. After dessert, we went up to Mount Faber to 'digest' and look at the scenery.

First relaxation trip ever since exams started. Felt good.

Lots of thoughts again.

I realise how torturous it is to hide something, even from the person closest to me.
What do I want in life? The many things that I'm doing now, the life I'm having now. Is it making me happy? No. I have a great deal of grievences but I can only blame it on no one but myself. I really wonder why am I so stupid to put myself in such a situation where I am deprived of all the rightful priviledges. Really feel like typing vulgarities now. YEA, it really helps express how you really feel.

If only, if only if only.