I've been really emotional today. All sorts of emotions came hitting me at the same time. I've a really bad ulcer at the back ok my mouth whereby I can't close my mouth properly, it hurts whenever I sallow food and even my own saliva. Really feel so damn bad! I can also feel a small lump growing at the bottom right of my face and it hurts abit whenever I rub it gently. Damn! What is wrong with me.

Perhaps, crying out is the way to alleviate all the emotions hidden inside. Sometimes I dun understand why I always keep things to myself, in order not to make others worry or feel bad but, in the end, got myself feeling so down. This is soo soooooooooooooooo sucky.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!